I suddenly miss Secondary School days...
Totally bumped out by poly life...
Feel like its shit man....
Too many project and no time to relax..
Sad Sad Life
-love you lots
Missing YOu
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Today went to school to finish up my D&T project.... Finished at around 11+.. Went for lunch with Jason, Shiyi and Timo at compass point. When we went home, I heard that mdm ng went back to school and scolded everyone for not coming back when they haven't finish their work. So I tried to help them by telling mdm ng.. In the end, she blame me for telling them to go back early... So pissed off with her.. She totally spoiled my whole day.. After that went to play tennis. Today, played a bit suckish at first. But at the end, I injured my ankle but stilled continue to play well. After that went swimming and swim for 20 laps... Very tired now.... So angry and tired... Wanna have a happy life!!!
-love you lots
Long time since I posted anything.... And ya just wanted to write somethings.... So far this year is going quite well... In school, I'm trying to cope with my studies. I really miss con-camp alot.. Longtime since I had a camp and able to be stress free... Well actually not long time.. Had a camp this year but con-camp was the most stress free.... Last friday played tennis with me friends and ya I'm quite happy with my performance that day.. Seems to me that I've my form back and because I thought of only one thing.. And that is to just keep going till I get something, an outcome. So I hope that this will help others. To tell yourself to push till you get the outcome you wanted... =) Buhbye...
-love you lots
Hey!!! 2 months past in a blink of an eye... Things almost seems like it was just a few days old.. Had bad and good things happening.. Start of another school year and things just don't fall into place... What I wanted, i did not get.. What I have, is now lost...=[ So far only a few things keep me going and it is my dream. My dream of being someone who would stand out on a court beating the best in the world... What I need now the most is someone beside me to help me achieve this dream.... Ok skip those boring things..feel like this year is not going to be a good year... So called a premonition which i saw...wouldn't want it to happen but it will happen even though anyone try changing it... I'm tired of everyone blaming me for things I've not done... It is very painful to be the so called 'scapegoat' of whatever happened... The only feeling I have now is anger, hatred and suffering. Tring to overcome this to lead a very meaningful life...
-love you lots
So Basically i've got nothing to write cause i've not been going out this few days cause i like bored and stress over the n level results... arggghh is like feeling very stress and i mean REALLLLLL.... stress so got nothing to do. everything i do i will think about the results.... 18 dec coming nearer and nearer.....
-love you lots
Hey.... This freakinng blog has been like zzzzz.... for a freaking 3weeks++... Can't blame me for being lazy but really. This holiday is like freaking boring... Didn't go out cause I don't want to... Haizzz.. Been feeling very sad at the moment.. Maybe I'll Post it tmr... Ok but this song is a hint of what I'm feeling...
I know when he's been on your mind
That distant look is in your eyes
I thought it's time you'd realize it's over, over
It's not the way I choose to live
But something somewhere's gotta give
As sharing in this relationship gets older, older
You know I'd fight for you but how could I fight someone who isn't even there
I've had the rest of you now I want the best of you I don't care if that's not fair
All Or Nothing
Westlife
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
There are time it seems to me
I'm sharing you with memories
I feel it in my heart but I don't show it, show it
Then there's times you look at me
As though I'm all that you can see
Those times I don't believe it's right I know it, know it
Don't make me promises baby you never did know how to keep them well
I had the rest of you now I want the best of you it's time to show and tell
Cuz I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
Cuz you and I
Could lose it all if you've got no more room
No more inside for me in your life
Cuz I want it all
Or Nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
It's now or never
Is it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left to fall
When you reach the bottom it's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple telephone call
You leave me here with nothing at all
-love you lots